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a thought [Nov. 26th, 2006|11:20 am]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

i saw this in a book this morning, and it stuck in my head all day,

so i though i'd share it with you all!

"If you give, and regret the giving, your heart will be as empty as your hand."

well yeah,

love you all!

xx Rach
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exams [Nov. 8th, 2006|03:10 pm]
[Current Location |in a box, with the wrong postal address, heading ...]
[Current Mood |dirtyheh]
[Current Music |Postal Service]

Cry havoc, and let slip the dogs of war
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I GUESS I'M JUST FEELING ODD! [Oct. 17th, 2006|01:20 pm]
[Current Mood |curioushummmmmmm]
[Current Music |RJD2 - Ghostwriter]

this is a perfect example of how i feel!



ANYONE LIVED IN A PRETTY HOW TOWN:
by E. E. Cummings

anyone lived in a pretty how town

(with up so floating many bells down)

spring summer autumn winter

he sang his didn't he danced his did



Women and men(both little and small)

cared for anyone not at all

they sowed their isn't they reaped their same

sun moon stars rain



children guessed(but only a few

and down they forgot as up they grew

autumn winter spring summer)

that noone loved him more by more



when by now and tree by leaf

she laughed his joy she cried his grief

bird by snow and stir by still

anyone's any was all to her



someones married their everyones

laughed their cryings and did their dance

(sleep wake hope and then)they

said their nevers they slept their dream



stars rain sun moon

(and only the snow can begin to explain

how children are apt to forget to remember

with up so floating many bells down)



one day anyone died i guess

(and noone stooped to kiss his face)

busy folk buried them side by side

little by little and was by was



all by all and deep by deep

and more by more they dream their sleep

noone and anyone earth by april

wish by spirit and if by yes.



Women and men(both dong and ding)

summer autumn winter spring

reaped their sowing and went their came

sun moon stars rain
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if any of you have ever wondered about the little scar on my little finger... [Oct. 11th, 2006|11:44 pm]
[Current Location |Samford, small bedroom... the one thats mine!]
[Current Mood |toucheddunno... sleepless]
[Current Music |sarah Mclachlan]

I lost my diary today... I’m a diary girl, I’ve filled many of them, and anyone else who has filled one ---- will know the satisfaction involved.
well i lost mine... and anyone who has done this--- will know how scary it is, because; while everything you write in there is true when you write it, doesn't mean its true all the time! Like calling ppl names and saying you hate your p's (for example... NOT that I haven don’t this!)

the results: --- Frantic and rather messy search of room,

results: --- fining older, unfinished diary, and one passage I just thought I’d randomly share,
why?: --- purely because it was the page i opened the diary on, and because for once its not about boys, dreams, feeling happy, sad or fat.

it reads:

11th December 2003, Granthum, Em's Grandparents Dining-room table.
>
wow we just had the biggest near miss in the car, and poor em is now getting a huge lecture for it.

We were in an unregistered car, with no brakes (or seatbelts) on a public road and we came in contact with the biggest steepest hill imaginable. (from the top.... looking down, the kind of hill where you loose your sense and thing the car will in fact drop head over wheels!
Em (DRIVING) and me (PASSENGER) managed to keep the car on the road .... Almost
And... by the end we were Almost pain free.

We ended up through a 6 foot barbed wire fence, it was demolished, I mean TOTALED! But as no one saw we pushed the car out and... As we were able to get away with only me having a cut hand... we decided this would remain our secret.


Em’s granddad is the KING of lectures! Its terrible being lectured for something you know you have done wrong, but worse when your being lectured for taking a car when the truth is, you not only took the car, you wrecked the breaks, crashed it through a fence, and almost lost a finger!

He never did find out about my hand though...



and this is where I stopped... hahah funny because it really was the scariest thing! and it really was a terrible mess!

Well I now I don't know why i put this down but its way to much writing to delete. So there you go

xx Rach
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Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! [Oct. 3rd, 2006|07:18 pm]
[Current Mood |nervousnervous]

there are many things in this world that confuse me!
and they all seem to be popping up at once!


ok a confession i am soo scared of the dentist that i havn't gone for like 2 years.... now i'm facing them in only 16.5 hours!

why when i'm scared do i ask silly questions, do silly things, get sweaty palms and want to run far far away!

why>? i blame this word for all my confusion! i belive that if i didn't have to question everything things would make much more sence, or i would be much more oblivious... both resulting in less confusion!


ok ok did i mention when i'm nervous i start to bable! whitness the mess above!
love you all!
and if i never right again... blame the dentist!
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2006|12:34 pm]
just a short one today. i'm going to state the obvious!

Nights that contain: Music, Lib, chocolate (especially when picked out by Samm), pizza, engagements (I got engaged twice!) bird calls AND pictures.
Well they can't get much better!
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(no subject) [Sep. 14th, 2006|10:45 pm]
[Current Mood |sillycheeky]

Dangerous Activities will not be tolerated. This includes aggressive moshing, stage diving, crowd surfing and climbing.
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(no subject) [Sep. 12th, 2006|06:10 pm]
[Current Mood |ditzycool]

KRAM! thats MARK back to front
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(no subject) [Sep. 11th, 2006|10:40 am]
[Current Location |Office]
[Current Mood |deviousSneaky]
[Current Music |Well non really]

Days are so strange when they start early,
you reach a time taht you nolonger recognise,
you feel one this, think another and still its all different

i think i like it
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(no subject) [Sep. 11th, 2006|12:18 am]
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